Of fuck monsters and killbots

The whole reason an organism develops self-awareness is so that it can more effectively deceive other organisms within its species. In fact, self-awareness is never complete or whole in its construction: a person is never aware of their own self-deceptions, or if they are, their attention span avoids focusing on the area where they are lying to themselves. Superficially they may have moments where they say things like, "oh yes, I'm aware that what I really desire is X, even though I say I desire Y," but this never sinks in. It is never felt emotionally. A man may know that he hates women because he hates his abusive mother, but he rarely feels this fact. A woman may know that she is shrill and abusive because her mother was shrill and abusive, but she does not feel the connection.

What I am driving at is that while humans are self-aware animals their self-awareness does not extend to their own self-deception, which they habitually cover up and bury and pretend doesn't exist.

When we look at a puritan we see someone who appears to be very concerned with their own righteous indignation. This is the self-deception part. When we look at history we see that the philosophies spawned by these shrill, hysterical, virtue signaling, moralizing people have a habit of getting everyone killed, burned at the stake, or sent to the gulag. What I want to assert is that this is the whole point. The whole purpose of virtue signaling is genocide and the social justice warrior, puritan, or whatever you want to call it, is practicing a reproductive strategy of getting other people killed.

Nature doesn't care if you have hundreds of children or murder millions of enemies. If the prevalence of your genes in the population is increased then the great god Darwin has been served either way. In other words, the moral obsession of a certain phenotype of white people is actually a genetic conquest strategy in disguise. Kill your political enemies and you clear the field for more of your own genes to spread. This is the true origin of progressive intellectual hysteria, and considering that America is the most violent and dominant world empire to ever exist, and considering that whites have conquered the world many times over, it appears to have worked.

People are constantly putting the moral cart before the horse, and that is the whole point. That is, they are always serving their ideology rather than their genes more directly. Ideological wars are genetic proxy wars in disguise. They serve the idea because the idea serves their (perceived) genetic interest. Of course liberalism does not actually serve the genetic interests of liberals anymore, not unless auto-genocide is a strategy employed to self-select mutants out of the gene pool. Abortion, immigration, communist mass murder, hormone replacement therapy, homosexuality, and atheism all follow the pattern of terminating or reducing the genes of the people who employ them. That might be the point: maybe centuries of Darwinian relaxation have triggered an auto-genocide mechanism in the human species, and maybe white people are afflicted first because they developed medical technology first. Maybe the death drive is there to purge the species of mutations, and maybe what we are witnessing is a large section of our people committing mass suicide, in a kind of mass manifestation of the death drive. "Please replace me with immigrants daddy."

Or maybe a kind of mental obesity has developed where people, being far divorced from murderous threats, are now free to mutate their ideology in ways that are contra-survival.

In a healthy meatbot, the moral logic is the ideology that furthers genetic expansion. Genes only recognize one logic, "more of us and less of them." If every progressive thinks only in terms of zero-sum power games and finds it impossible to realize that economics can be positive-sum, it is only because genetics is always zero-sum, at least from the point of view of the genes. "Let's get rich together" is just interpreted by genes as "this generation I will be defeated because my offspring will be no more numerous than yours." If some libertarian says, "non-aggression principle," the genes simply hear, "this sneaky fucker thinks he can pull one over on me by limiting conflict to a non-violent struggle."

None of this will be rationally understood by anyone. What I am driving at is that surface cognition — that thing we all do when we think and talk to each other, is this self-deceptive proxy for something else that is driving the whole process. The real AI behind the eyes of every human is the gene maximizer AI, and like a demon it is what really runs the show. "Self-awareness" is this sub-module of cognition that serves its master with utter loyalty, while thinking itself independent, and mediates with all these other foreign intelligences to get what the prime AI, the base AI, the "Freudian Id," of the self really desires. The real human is actually the demon, and the surface consciousness is the puppet. The "self" that is experienced as real is really just a puppet self, and a puppet to something other than self. When we become truly self-aware we see that something else is running us from behind the scenes; that we are demonically possessed by a fuck monster, by a killbot, and that what we really desire is to grind our bodies in great piles of sexual ecstasy, and kill our enemies by the millions. Revolution and pussy, babe.

Ideologies are built in waves of larger and larger structure. Large ideological systems are built in order to deal with larger and larger enemies. First one adopts a tribal god. This allows one to survive murderous threats from other tribes. Then one bands together with other tribes and "polytheism" develops. Then develops monotheism, where god is standardized as a single mono entity. Then one sheds god and adopts a secular ideology like communism, and at each stage in this process a bigger and more totalizing idea is being adopted. All of this happens as an inevitable result of war; humans adopt bigger and bigger ideas to survive bigger and bigger threats. But what happens when they get atomic bombs? Then it becomes impossible to conquer many states directly, but the totalizing ideology still remains, and without an external threat to keep it grounded in reality is decays. Since the most high status thing a human being can do is destroy their genetics for the rest of us: "sacrifice themselves," it follows that auto-genocide becomes the norm. That's fine in a society that throws women on the dicks of warriors; new altruistic people come out to replace them. But what about when there's no war? The genes for altruism go crazy and have no way to die for the herd, so now the herd must die. Society fragments, patchwork ensues. Ideology gets divorced from survival and even turns against it. Sociopaths breed out of control. Every man for himself.