Ideology and the ugly Asian bitch

Back in my real horny days I once used one of those international dating sites to meet women across the world. Surprisingly, it was not a scam and I actually did meet some lovely Asian women in the Philippines desperate to escape their country. 

There was this one bitch, she kept going on and on about how ugly she was. Now I'm not Asian and all Asians kind of look the same to me, so this Asian chick just kind of looked Asian, maybe a little bit different than most Asians—a little unique, but otherwise just another Asian foid. Mainly I just cared about finding one with a good attitude, finding one that wasn't damaged by all the other "white breeder pigs." But she kept talking about how ugly she was, she couldn't stop mentioning it and eventually I began to see it too, and once I saw it I could not unsee it. That bitch became totally ugly in my eyes and I lost my attraction to her. 

That's kind of like how ideology works. You create some really elaborate ideology whose entire purpose is to convince people that white men are evil. Or maybe you want to trick everyone into hating foids so they become gay, or maybe you want to convince white women that men are all predatory so they die childless. Ideology is like a pair of glasses and you put it on somebody's face and once they have it on they can't take it off. Once you train them to see white men as evil, or women as traitorous hypergamous sluts, or jews as rats, or all blacks as speer chucking barbarians, they can't stop seeing it, they can't take off the glasses. You've got em! 

Now if your ideology is honest I suppose it reflects some truth about reality. I mean white men kind of are evil and blacks are definitely spearchucking barbarians! In fact if there is a lot of truth in your claims the glasses work a lot better. The more truth the better the glasses work and the harder they are to take off. In fact truthful ideologies can be the most pernicious and toxic to human happiness. But what even is truthfulness? How do you even know you're being honest? Before you put the glasses on someone else's face somebody put the glasses on your face, right? I mean I'm convinced that I'm right, but am I right? How do I know I'm right? How do I know ZOG is real? You're just going to have to put these glasses on and trust me. (Evil laugh) Of course once you put them on you won't want to take them off. You will be convinced that you are right and won't want to take off the glasses. Someone convinced me to switch out my Cathedral glasses for ZOG glasse and now I can't unsee ZOG.

Are the glasses just schizophrenia? I mean, let's put it another way, is schizophrenia just normal human cognition turned up to 11? Everyone I know thinks there's some sort of conspiracy to keep everyone down. Some call it capitalism, some call it financial oligarchy, some call it The Cathedral. I have never met a primate that did not believe there was some sort of great conspiracy to keep him on a farm. After all, civilization is a farm and we are the animals, right? The glasses you choose will simply show you a different version of who runs the farm depending on which pair of glasses you put on.

Some think the conspiracy is patriarchy while others think it is capitalism, some think white supremacy while others think it's ZOG. Believing there's a great conspiracy to keep you down is schizophrenia, right? Everyone thinks there's a conspiracy—schizophrenics just take it personally. It's like what's the difference between negative self-talk and hearing voices? Well when you hear voices the self-talk talks to you! See, schizophrenics are just normies with the dial turned up to 11.

Once you see the ugly bitch you can't unsee her. Since everyone is wearing glasses the purpose of ideology is to preemptively convince somebody of your personal flavor of schizophrenia. I could say something like, "before you promote your ideology to others you should try to make your pair of glasses reflect the world in which you live," and that's definitely nice although that just makes the glasses more pernicious. A better heuristic might be that you want a pair of glasses that makes you happy and not one that is accurate—because the accurate ones are pernicious. What is accuracy anyway? Who even knows what is accurate? The worst pair of glasses is the most accurate and what if it is also the most shunned? What if the schizophrenia of seeing ZOG is more pernicious and destructive of one's mental than seeing patriarchy everywhere? What if some pairs of glasses are worse for you than others? There might be some sort of ranking of how horrible the evil glasses are. But under this theory if you believe something that everyone believes—like that white men are evil—then you should have better mental health than somebody who thinks it's all ZOG. Running with the herd should make you happier but bovine normies seem just as miserable as anyone else.

What if it's a wash? What if all the glasses are equally destructive. What if no matter what pair of glasses you put on, seeing a conspiracy is destructive to mental health? What if accuracy is destructive to mental health? Mental health and accurate perception may be orthogonal to one another. What I really long for is the ability to take off the glasses and go back to a child like wonder.